Dismay Lyrics

My outer body is lost

I longed for numbness 

And I fear my prayers were heard

As the fog descends, air thins evermore 

The sleep is deeper than I thought 

This hell on earth

Born from all I've ever fought for

Am I just noise to you

You turned away and I knew

Such serene torture 

Ice cold silence 

Such divine torment 

Misled by guidance

If I could fall away

Can you be the one to save me 

Look into my eyes can't you see I'm dying

From my everlasting dismay

Hold onto me tight and I'll stay

I know who you are and what you're doing

But I can't break free from what ensuing

So just say the word and lead the way

And I'll honour you with self ruin

I've seen this all before 

My body washed ashore 

Mangled clawed and torn 

This dissonant hell

Brings me peace 

Distorted reality

With no release

If I could fall away

Can you be the one to save me 

Look into my eyes can't you see I'm dying

From my everlasting dismay

Hold onto me

Hold onto me

Such serene torture 

Ice cold silence 

Such divine torment 

Misled by guidance