KILL ME Lyrics

Look I have died before, but every time I rise

From the ashes, like a phoenix that got shot out of the sky

I fought my demons

Went through hell

But I didn't bitch and cry

I invested in myself, I had to change my state of mind

Copped a mic, power's mine

Dreamed of that since I was nine

Music is the only thing that ever made me feel alive

It was there every time, I had no one by my side

See people change

People lie

People like to talk a lot

I heard you said you want me dead?

Well motherfucker come and try

So much anger built inside

Plus the devil on my shoulder gets the best of me at times

Ain't a killer but won't hesitate, don't push me past the line

Woah woah

Ready to die

I'm

Living in a world so cold, it's fucking sickening

Twisted thoughts done took over my head, they're gonna kill me

Smoke and pop so many fucking pills, just to chill (chill me)

Sometimes think that I'd be better

The thought it thrills me

Thought you said you had me til the end, but now you switching

I got no one no, can't trust a soul

It fucking kills me

Guess I gotta do this all alone

One day you'll miss me

And if you want to stop me, hope you know you gotta kill

Lately I've been feeling kind of lost

No one can find me

Reality gets faded in the drugs that I've been trying

Day and night fade into one, never know what the time is

Don't know how to sleep

Insomnia's just where my problems

Start, but it gets deeper than the ocean, and I'm drowning

Truth be told you'll never know the shit I've gotten into

No one on this planet really know what I have been through

It's just a couple beats I gave my all, I had to vent to

Heart been broke, my mind is gone, my soul it'd need a temple

To make me feel again

And then again, that may seem simple

See words can't tell the half, but I can make them tell a little

So listen up, or turn me off, or kill me if I'm an issue

Living in a world so cold, it's fucking sickening

Twisted thoughts done took over my head, they're gonna kill me

Smoke and pop so many fucking pills, just to chill (chill me)

Sometimes think that I'd be better

The thought it thrills me

Thought you said you had me til the end, but now you switching

I got no one no, can't trust a soul

It fucking kills me

Guess I gotta do this all alone

One day you'll miss me

And if you want to stop me, hope you know you gotta kill

Our creations are immortal, but our lives they come and go

So you could kill me now, or sit and watch my name forever grow

I've got people looking down on me, and they don't even know

What I am capable of making, but one day that shit'll show

'Cause the only thing I have is my ambitions and my goals

So I'm okay being alone, without a place to call my own

'Cause I ain't trying to cop a crib, I'm trying to build a fucking throne

Ahh!

Living in a world so cold, it's fucking sickening

Twisted thoughts done took over my head, they're gonna kill me

Smoke and pop so many fucking pills, just to chill (chill me)

Sometimes think that I'd be better

The thought it thrills me

Thought you said you had me til the end, but now you switching

I got no one no, can't trust a soul

It fucking kills me

Guess I gotta do this all alone

One day you'll miss me

And if you want to stop me, hope you know you gotta kill me