N9ver Better Lyrics

No trust, no love, no reason to embrace this disease

Put me back in the fucking dark where I belong

Left for dead

Dead

Dead

Dead

Left for dead

It has never been reciprocated

The energy feeding me the will to carry on

I can feel it no longer

The will to live is fleeting

The things I love are leaving

I can feel the end now making its way to me

Growing ever closer

Down to the bottom emptied of all I'm worth

Cut my wrists and watch me bleed

Let me empty through my extremities

No reset

No progress

No love

No more reason to show my face

I will never feel the way I used to

Nothing will ever be the same

Can't restart but I'm always starting over

Always known that this life was a game

I can never think the way I did again

With every feeling overtaken by pain

Force fed my flaws to try and make me better

And all I've become now is fucking bitter

I cant hear there's just this ringing in my fucking ears

No relief, just the fury that envelops me

They could feed me to the earth

Leave me to the worms

Disregard me

Never better

Never was

No more names

Only shallow graves

And I feel like shifting the fucking blame

Just another one to be forgotten

I disregard you

Just like you taught me to

I will never feel the way I used to

Nothing will ever be the same

Can't restart but I'm always starting over

Always known that this life was a game

I can never think the way I did again

With every feeling overtaken by pain

Force fed my flaws to try and make me better

And all I've become now is suicidal

Slip

Another angry piece of shit

That hates his life like everyone on this planet

I wish so bad that I could rid the disease

Kill myself

Kill everyone else

And maybe finally know silence

Fuck

Put me back where I belong

In the fucking dark

You wanted this

I fucking know you did

Fuck, maybe I did too

No trust

No love

No reason to carry on

Left for dead