9411 Lyrics

Another let down

Another disappointment

Another failure

Another bitter pill

I just want out

I just want it to stop

Just take me out

I just want it to stop

Just put me down

I just want it to stop

Dry fire this gun against my head

Hoping it my help me feel what it's like to be dead

Well maybe someday

I'll bite the bullet

And fill it full of fucking lead

Maybe one day I'll fill it full of fucking lead

I don't fucking want another new beginning

I never asked for this but here I sit

I just want out but who gives a shit

I want to break free from this shit it's killing me

I want to rid myself of every fucking memory

I want to scream into eyes of my existence

I want my sight to go black

I want to see myself from the other side

There's nothing left of my life

There's nothing left of my life

There's been a shift in the way I'm feeling

My lungs empty and dry

And you are the fucking reason I'm dead inside

There's nothing left of my life

This has gone on long enough

A new path is drawn in the chaos

No choice

Take the fucking punches

And clench my teeth

There's nothing left of me

The feeling of feeling nothing

I don't want another new beginning

This constant desecration of my wellbeing

I want to hear the beautiful silence

And I know I will

There is only hatred

And when my life finally comes to and end

I will only die by my own hands

You are the reason I am dead inside

I will never believe in love again

You heartless fucking cunt