My Pride In The Way Lyrics

I think about my past life and how my life changed

I had cut some family off cause it had felt like the right thing

They had plans for the future but the light came

Ain't no right way

Yea I put my plans in motion

I got some 50 men around me not talking G-Unit

Had to slow it down and show the fans how we do it

Struggle gone I ain't used to it

I put my heart on my sleeve

I saw the days where it bleed

I was asleep when they died

I'm steady wondering where they'd be if alive

And the life that I live

Being real is too rare

So in the mic I spit my pain

I let the pride make my decisions

I let the hurt make my revisions

How you my man and you take my words and twist them

Screaming no way I lost cousin

Saying no way, I ain't goin back

Yea I miss my rider

And we don't talk no more but I stick beside them

As a man I would feel alone

They don't know my scars

Speak that mud language that shit talk

I deserve my praise I'm a big dog

You can't come around you was big wrong

They asking where my pain went

They had threw dirt on my name they try and taint shit

And I kept it still goin

Cause the love was so strong

But the pain it held on

Should have been the bigger person and talk some shit out but to me he dead now

Acting hard body to a woman that you love, man you a damn clown

I don't got to say names I'm just so loyal I won't air it out

In the studio I'm misty eyed I'm sentimental

I hate that I played the middle

One of my dogs they snaking one my dogs that shit be viscous

You see

You see

I was so thirsty for love

Telling one bitch all my business she the only one that I trust

Me and her ain't talk in a minute but you know it's still love

So I put my heart in a box I hope it don't ever get touched

Trying to stay clean, learned from my brother I'm trying to stay clean

Withdrawals from alcohol I'm looking around this ain't me

I quit the same week to go and save me

I got to wear that

50 million before I'm gone that's where my head at

Difference between the social media and outside

I ain't flipping beef no five guys

What hurt the relationship my pride