depressed in the summertime Lyrics

Sunlight is peering through my window

Her blight searing who knows why the sin hurts my eyes

I close the blinds try to find a reason to live

The darkness comes with pain but that keeps me sane I should be mad but it makes me More glad when I'm happy even if I'm in a perpetual state of crappy

Just the sappy fate I've been living great

Could be giving more before I hit the floor but it's just too much of a chore unsure what This means

It seems the flowers are blooming and the sun is looming just wanna run from the Consuming assuming people

I'm my own person you can't judge me

I'm my own person that much can be ugly but it's mine

I treat it with wine and the fine sunrise until I see my demise

Pathetic fallacy don't work on me

I feel depressed in the summertime

There's no rest in the summertime

I feel depressed in the summertime

Take a walk to the park in my shades

Sit and cry in the cold dark shade

Hoping to fade in the shade

My tears are hidden the shade

but my fears lie in the shade

So much shade thrown in the shade I just bath in it

Nothing much comes with it

Just a pivot to find the beam in shade clean myself and my blade made a new

With no clue about who I am

What I am

Or what the plan could be

No need for heat

I great that twat every morning

That's why I'm yawning in the dark

Hoping for a spark

Trying to find happiness in the park

Try and mark a new era

With no more errors

Just need to tame the terrors

Pathetic fallacy don't work on me

I feel depressed in the summertime

There's no rest in the summertime

I feel depressed in the summertime

Same summer

I listen to Marvin Gaye and Juice World

The daily contrast makes me wanna hurl

Most a bummer but some come with joy

Just a boy

Confine in music

I'm fine with music

Just mine in music

Who's it to say that I wasted a day if I just lay cry away

Headphones on

Death notes along the Frank Ocean

Too much commotion but not enough motion

I'm fine if I listen to Benjamin Clementine

Eyes shine red look dead blind to the road ahead

Lack the vitamin-c the Earth won't see me

I've left music's the theft soundwaves save the bleak week

Too weak to express myself so I address this peak with nothing else but my own words

Don't care if I'm unheard

Probably preferred

Third of this isn't much

Just thoughts when I'm pissed such an ugly way to live

Maybe I should go outside give myself a break

The sunny day break my shake myself awake

To that fact nothing funny

I'm slowly dying I would be lying if said otherwise

Cause I despise myself and my bad mental health