Home ft. Reymera Lyrics

Watched all the fairytales

And The disney sales

Just to find my way back home

in the shades of grey

Looking for break away

I need to make a way back home

Thought wonderland was made for me

Now make believe won't cave beneath

Reality in front of me

So free

So free

I watch kites fly on my days off

I hate the night time that chases dogs

Like turning a motherfucking vacuum on

Someone asked me if i was born in the wrong case

And i said truly i hate being human it's way too complicated

Wearing many faces, the mystiques been lost

Lacing white little lies ignorant to the haze that they cause

I told my mom i would be a rapper

She said honey you must be an backwards if

You think you're not getting a bachelors

So i played the part of the perfect daughter

Told the aunts and uncles i wanted to be a lawyer

Wrapped my dreams up in foil

And threw them across the water

Cuz dreams aren't important

Who cares if i become and alcoholic

Like my uncle jordan

I'll stand for the pride, i'll do what it takes

I'm losing my mind, holding on to these brakes

Don't know what I'll find if leave them behind but I'm chasing the skies

So I watch kites fly on my days off

Watched all the fairytales

And The disney sales

Just to find my way back home

In the shades of grey

Looking for break away

I need to make a way back home

Thought wonderland was made for me

Now make believe won't cave beneath

Reality in front of me

So free

So free

I jumped down a rabbit hole to find my soul hidden in a grand piano

Had to grab ahold of days of old just to change the channel

I had an anthem i needed to wrangle the stars were so spangled

Now I'm faking like rambo taking hits to the hambone

In the name of family obligations

Wonderland seems so free but I'm caged in destinations

Stacking statistics like jenga creations

Nine in ten female rappers don't make it to radio stations

It's true when they say don't bite of more than you chew

Mama said el you always chasing your shoes

You want them then jimmy shoes your better

Follow my rules and do what you're told

And Fade those shades of blue in your undertones

Disney lied maybe this gumbo ain't worth the allotted time

It's dream on the table and already sold mine settling for shots that's are alkaline

Hoping that god drops a line up

I watch kites fly on my days off