Distracted Lyrics

Oh did you miss my absence?

I was on the way, I swear that I just got distracted

And this my ship, you sink or swim

You know to call the captain

Sometimes I think if I was gone then what the fuck would happen?

This shit I'm in be burning skin like hydrochloric acid

And if the reaper come to soon then I'll be going at em

Don't count me out, that's how you go and set yourself for failure

You want some smoke boy you better bring your own inhaler

Ya know they say the best response sometimes is no reaction

But I might still cuss you out just for the satisfaction

And every-time I seem to act I start a chain reaction

Can't try 'n make it happen

Just let it settle in, even if you never win

Somebody else gon bring the devil in and catch you slackin'

I'm out about, I'm paranoid, I lost my train of thought

Can't get my point across, I'm at a loss for words

Shit be on my nerves, I gotta find a way to bear it

The way I cope I don't condemn it, I'ma troublemaker

I wrote my pain, sold my soul, now I'm stuck to paper

And she still think she doing something with that double major

I'm always going green that's shout out to my Mother Nature

I like to lay the pieces out, I know they'll come together

And I be walking thru this blizzard like it's summer weather

I used to skrt out the way, learned I can't run forever

If it ain't true love now then it wasn't ever

You should know I'm always fixed upon my own endeavors

And that be how it go

One sec I'm selling shoes

Then I'm clocking in at dominos

I know that you ain't proud of me

I deal with this shit constantly

Cause you don't ever mean the things you go and promise me

Maybe you should bite ya tongue a lil more

Somethings you better off just keeping to ya self

Ain't no reason, I could tell that you been desperate as ever

I'll be raising the bar, that's how I deal with the pressure

Oh so

You missed my absence?

I been caught up with the devil and the Angel on my shoulders

I'm just looking for balance

Don't nobody over here ever challenge the boy

I need to travel alone cuz I can't handle the noise

I only feel back at home when I be rapping for fun

This shit a money game

So how the boy boutta manage his funds

I had my chances to run

Now I'm walking with my back to the sun

With mixed feelings about who I've become

Now it's like move out my way

Cuz I could lose everything on any day

I need my shit set in stone

So I'ma bring that same energy that you love and hate

Remember the golden days?

It feels like they froze in time

I'm there at your lowest points

But you don't be noticing mine

Soon as the moment arrives

I'm keeping an open mind

Don't care if you fall behind

Some people ain't built for the grind

Thinking bout family ties and how they ain't ever been right

It ain't no blessing in sight

So I keep walking this dotted line

Living my best life, don't be plotting on mine

I been tryna keep coastin', I'm scatterbrained, I'm not aligned

And all they known for is selling out for some dollar signs

I just been tryna get better, don't even care bout the weather

I been digging for treasure

And I'ma keep moving clever til I'm outta time

This time I be the aggressor

Can't ever fold under pressure

Just lemme be on whatever it takes to qualify

Oh did you miss my absence?

Sorry can't apologize