I Messed Up Lyrics

I'm sorry for all of the times you wanted to talk but I was distant

I understand love is a choice; it's not just always about how you're feeling

I'm sorry for all of the times I used your words that I twisted

To fit my perspective and alter the narrative

All of the fault-finding, gaslighting, suicidal talk

You had to lie that you were alright, you were hiding-

All of your feelings and the truth

I'm sorry for using my sadness as a platform to abuse

Baby I messed up

Baby I messed up

Baby I messed up

But baby I'm sorry

I know I'm toxic and I talk shit

Too weak to face my problems

So I try to hide like an ostrich

But right now I'm being honest

I'm taking responsibility

All of these thoughts are killing me

All of the things you did for me

I was a liability (uh)

I never ever meant to use you

I always knew that I would lose you

'Cause I screwed me and I screwed you

In classes of pain, I schooled you

I never thought that I deserved you

But I never cared to say thank you

You were an angel, you were a blessing

I'm sorry I messed up