Letter To CiCi Lyrics

I really cant believe u gone its been some years now

I cried when i heard what happened i let some tears down

You said i should express myself ok heres how

Everything is from the heart that im bout to share now

You was there anytime i needed you close

I feel like I wasn't there when you needed me most

I didnt know tho, now im drinking looking at these photos

Thinking to myself like damn where did time go tho

We was just having date night down in soho

Anywhere i went you went i was never solo

Remember that night in the park haha yolo

I could never string you along like a yoyo

All you wanted was a title and i should've gave you one

All that extra heart ache i had you could have saved me from

You know I put my feelings up in these rhymes

I'd give anything just to see you one more time

If I could go back in time I would rewind it

The heart that you said I was hiding I'd let you find it

The only thing you wanted from me I would arrange that

And the way things played out for you I would've changed that

I wish i would've knew i would have changed the way i spoke

Even through the text i would've changed the way i wrote

As a overall person yo you was hella dope

But i read up on that shit yo depression aint a joke

You ain't even tell me you was battling that

I aint even have a clue as a matter of fact

I'm pissed off like dam how u let that shit get you

If i would've knew i would have battled that shit wit you

We was in the crib chillin watching hell date

You was my soul mate that kept me away from a cell mate

Anything that i was with man you down for it

In your darkest time i should've been around for it

How we ended things i'm feeling like a clown for it

You a queen and your head deserved to have a crown on it

you always told me it was me till the end

So this is my see you later till i see you again

If I could go back in time I would rewind it

The heart that you said I was hiding I'd let you find it

The only thing you wanted from me I would arrange that

And the way things played out for you I would've changed that