doing my part Lyrics

I wish that I could wake up to your texts

Instead I wake up and my heart is a mess

Know it's getting so hard always playing pretend

And telling you that I'll be fine in the end

No I don't always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart

It's fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark

I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start

I know you hate my fucking guts but I'm still doing my part

No I don't always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart

It's fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark

I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start

I know you hate my fucking guts but I'm still doing my part

And then I go back and think what the fuck

Is your heart full of love or just lust

Lately it's just been so hard to trust

And my hearts telling me to give up

I know your toxic

But your love

I want it

My heart stops

I'm nauseous

Why'd I think

Loves harmless

No I don't always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart

It's fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark

I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start

I know you hate my fucking guts but I'm still doing my part

No I don't always wanna fight the feelings deep in my heart

It's fucking scary sitting all alone out here in the dark

I walk around and find the pages in the woods at the start

I know you hate my fucking guts but I'm still doing my part