i lied my way through november Lyrics

Got in the car it was a cold, cold night

Everything felt wrong but you said I'd done the right thing

Begging for my exile like it was my freedom

I think I've done the wrong thing

Truth slips out the cracks like poison gas

Nothing said can be taken back

Every word that rolled off my tongue was held against me

I lied my way through November

Then it started getting hard

Vases break and they dismember

Ceramic skin falls apart

What a tragic story behind that pretty face

Full of ancient lore, spectacular disgrace

Eyes are full of war and blood runs down the drain

December's tides rush over and reveal all the pain

My voice was breaking as i sold the truth

For salvation, given up my youth

Begging for forgiveness like it was oxygen

This doesn't feel like the right thing

Truth slips out the cracks like poison gas

Nothing said can be taken back

Every word that rolled off my tongue was used against me

I lied my way through November

Then it started getting hard

Vases break and they dismember

Ceramic skin falls apart

What a tragic story behind that pretty face

Full of ancient lore, spectacular disgrace

Eyes are full of war and blood runs down the drain

December's tides rush over and reveal all the pain

January, February, March, I can't remember

Lied until my teeth fell out, I lied until December

Shame and faith and friends and family I can't remember

Lied until my teeth fell out, I lied until December