My Thoughts Lyrics

My life ain't the best

And the shit that I go through

It got me fucked up

So I double the cup to keep

Me fucked up

I seen so many things I

Know what's what

I had to charge it to the game

To get my bucks up

Ion do certain things so

They notice me

I do my own thing so

They know it's me

I paint pictures with

The colors they been showing

Me

When I present it to

The world yeah it's poetry

The same ones sending shots

Wanna toast with me

The same hoes talking down

Been approaching me

I hit em all in the past

That's the ghost in me

How you ask me for a favor

Then been ghosting me

I took a man's route

Learned how to stand out

Get it on my own

I ain't ask for no

Handout

Minor bumps came in

The road I ain't

Plan out

Everything I did for

Myself really panned out

Put all my Pennies

In this game the

Hardaway

They want my soul

And they

Trynna take my heart away

I'm learning to

Work smarter

And not the Hardaway

My daughters the one

Girl to take my heart away

Not band aid

Big enough to

Take these scars away

I know through the rain

It'll be some brighter

Days

They see the laugh

And the smile and they

Think that's him

But they don't know about

All this pain I been holding in

When it come to my story

Where do I begin

No pops in the picture

Moms taught me how to

Win

And I'm the oldest so I

Learned things first

And I been through a lot

And the shit got worse

And I feel I was cursed

But I still found a way for me

Yeah I might play a lot

But still don't play

With me

Bitches wanna come

Over still can't lay with me

After I hit em I kick em

Out, can't stay with me

I'm back with a vengeance

And a flow so impeccable

Make you levitate

I showed you all of this

Love, but you still showed

The hate

Lost people in the past

You could call it fate

They moved in ways

That me and them

Just can't relate

I tried to feed them

Before I could make

Myself a plate

I ain't eat but I made

Sure my brothers ate

It's a ongoing battle

Becoming a great

You Cut your grass low

Enough you could see

The snakes