Heartfelt Lyrics

There's obscenity in the selfish

Like taking money from the ground on a hard day

There's serenity in the helpless

Like screaming into the rain

I dream and think and feel foolish

Like a made up beast I'm trying to tame

Can't stop from seeking catharsis

Like burning paper just to watch the flame

Enlightenment in a dark room

Haven't left my bed in a few hundred years

All that hidden time spent in the costume

Why bother holding back tears?

Only volatility in the lifestyle

Liability in the fight style

And it's grieving loss that never occurred

Blew a kiss to Orion's belt

And made something that felt heartfelt

Ask if it's insane or eccentric

Like iPhones or 70s art

Don't ask again if I'm homesick

Like missing a race to the start

I'm stuck in emotional stagnation

Over romanticized my head over heels

Creating for the sake of creation

Like an ache that hurts worse when it heals

If the smiles came slower

The energy lower

I wasn't the same as before

Would you sit with me without talking

At four in the morning

If I couldn't make you laugh anymore

I'm sorry I've lied

And that I can't confide

And you've had to watch as I waned

So if I start to cry

Please don't ask me why

And I'm tired from the sonnets and faraway dreams

Enlightenment in a dark room

Haven't left my bed in a few hundred years

All that hidden time spent in the costume

Why bother holding back tears

It's only volatility in the lifestyle

There's liability in my fight style

And its grieving love that never occurred

Blew a kiss to Orion's belt

And made something that felt

Heartfelt