idm (guilty pleasure) Lyrics

You're my fucking guilty pleasure

But it's fucking up my mind

I know it won't get no better

Am I wasting my time?

You're the one that gets my humour

You're the one that gets my trauma

We can't take this too much further

And I tell you I don't mind

I been a mess

And I can't take it back

Dark thoughts in my head

They start to spiral in the end

At the point where I could break

You gave me a second chance

I don't know if I should take it

Just to do it all again

I got a dream

Trying to make it a reality but it ain't what it seems

Gotta make sure I ain't falling, bad energy following me

I don't need you or nobody, but that's just a lie that I preach

How do I know I can trust you with all of the secrets I keep? That's how it's gon be

Yeah, I guess I don't know nothing and you don't nothing bout me, I need me some peace

Feel like the more that I talk, I lose power in all of my speech

Pushing my luck, I feel the pressure in like every thought that be flowing through me

Swear it feel different between us, but maybe if I don't acknowledge it, then you wouldn't leave

I been high getting all alone in my room

I will never lie any moment I'm with you

Tell me reasons why I should stay on this earth

You make my heart hurt, but I know you hurt worse

Cannot comprehend all the pain you been through

I feel so small when comparing to you

They don't understand all of my fucking words

They just know it sounds sad, they ain't hearing the verse

You're my fucking guilty pleasure

But it's fucking up my mind

I know it won't get no better

Am I wasting my time?

You're the one that gets my humour

You're the one that gets my trauma

We can't take this too much further

And I tell you I don't mind

I been a mess

And I can't take it back

Dark thoughts in my head

They start to spiral in the end

At the point where I could break

You gave me a second chance

I don't know if I should take it

Just to do it all again

I got a dream

But l look back it just turns to nightmare

Tell me why everybody want a fair fight, til it comes time, they don't fight fair

Wanna smoke up in the night air

Wanna kick back with my feet up, I'ma keep on moving I don't wait up

I need all of that shit that you run from

I'm a ghost

And I do the most in single fucking line that I post

Don't need your approval I take what I want cus I know that you're false

I might make a song out my trauma, you won't even hear what I wrote

Cus you don't even listen to me for a second, I'm feeling so cold

I been up, I been down, giving me the runaround

Didn't need to know your name, I just know you been around

Ain't the type that you can tame, I don't even fuck around

That ain't me now, that ain't, huh

I don't wanna play games with you

Though I know it would be fun to play games with you

Fucking round with our emotions ain't a gain for me

You're my fucking guilty pleasure but I care for you now

You're my fucking guilty pleasure

But it's fucking up my mind

I know it won't get no better

Am I wasting my time?

You're the one that gets my humour

You're the one that gets my trauma

We can't take this too much further

And I tell you I don't mind

I been a mess

And I can't take it back

Dark thoughts in my head

They start to spiral in the end

At the point where I could break

You gave me a second chance

I don't know if I should take it

Just to do it all again