Paralysed Lyrics

I'm tired of swinging

Up and down on this swing

And not knowing if I'm going down

Or what

I'm tired of walking

On this path and not knowing

Where it'll lead us

Where it'll lead me

I'm tired of feeling

This void under my feet

Each time I'm taking a step

I'm tired of discovering

New horizons of confusion

Each time I follow your way

'Cause each time I'm getting hurt

Each time I'm getting burnt

Every time I get too close to your core

Sometimes I wonder whether

This is a way to toughen up or

it is just insane

Sometimes I can't express

How much I hate myself

For letting me stay in this hell

As you are at the mercy of the waves

I reach out for you with both my hands

All that I get is to drown with you

And just as a weight tied to my ankle

Is the awareness that It's my own hands

That pulled me into the tide

As I walk the line

I just cannot decide

A direction, a side

I'm paralysed

As I walk the line

I just cannot decide

A direction, a side

I'm paralysed

As I walk the line

I just cannot decide

A direction, a side

I'm paralysed

'Cause for each time that I got hurt

For each time that I got burnt

I can't count the times you made me feel loved