where do i begin Lyrics

Peep the situation

I lie here complacent

My mind that is racing

My heartbeat is raising

Have you ever felt

Your home

Is the one place your own

But bemoan

That it ain't your comfort zone

See I'd like to do more

Than exist

Stare in the face

Of the old Pessimist

Underneath the lonely sheet

The blanket falls short

Enough to keep the heat

Only to choose defeat

All of drones in my dome

Buzzing in my ear

Now you hear the dial tone

The sanity was here

But now its long gone

Caged from within

Where do I begin?

Can I convince myself

That I can break out

I try the broken handle

Nothing comes from the spout

To cure the hunger rumbles

In the mental jungle

I feed on Quality

But not the quantity

Shadow cast on the entity

The energy

Climbing up the section

Safe upon the mezzanine

Beneath the cowardly

It leaves a fallacy

That I can't evade scene

But it's all a dream

I think it's quite clear

The past years

With my fears

Now the smiles gone

Show no veneers

But I'm scared of the conversation

I'm having with myself

Screaming the obscenities

Crying for some help now

I need amenities

To settle please

For levity

I'm always back pedaling

It's menacing

The medicine heals

Without sin

My Knees buckle again

Caged from within

Where do I begin