0617 (prod. Con) Lyrics

Mmhmm

I built too long to fall this fuckin' fast

Whatever happened to promisin' it would all last

The present is hurtin' because of the past

I feel in my body our time hasn't passed

So what are we doin'

This is my story, feelin' of doom and feelin' of darkness, it is consumin'

I miss all the things that I used to be used to

Pleadin' my case but the words goin' through you

Demons are stayin' they havin' a who's who

Hit the floor and wake up with a loose tooth

Think he tough, better know I shoot too

If he survive a bullet I shoot two

I'm cagin' my animal, personal zoo

I'm losin' myself i need somethin to do

I feel it slippin away, aye, I can't get out of my brain

Why are you goin away, aye, I cannot handle this pain

Thought I was strong, I was wrong

I don't think I'll be here for long

I'm goin goin gone for good

How did we not grab the future we could

I really ain't know where you honestly stood, and now that I do it don't do any

Fuck

I can't even finish a thought

My baby my wifey my person I thought

It's life when I'm with you and not when I'm not

I wake up and lay in a pool of my sweat

I got night terrors

They only began when I knew that you left

Alternate pills got the blue and the red

Now sit back and wonder bout things that you said

Should I go and fucking put shots in my head

I know that I shouldn't and I know I won't

But why does the thought never leave me the fuck alone

I can't shake it off me

Spiralin downward and no one can stop me

Missin your smile and missin your body

So please tell me what do I do

I made all the changes you wanted for you

And still thrown away like a pair of old shoes

Do I turn to drugs, do I turn to booze, I never thought I'd have to get over you

And really I can't, you had me here plannin my life in advance

You had me here wantin you white for the dance

You had me tucked up in the palm of your hand

And closed it on me like an ant

I want you back holdin my hand

I want you back huggin you tighter than ever

Bury my face in the fuzz of your sweater

Fuckin you slowly forever, and most of all treatin you better

I don't wanna sing about sad anymore

I wanna make love songs bout who I adore

I promise you I don't want no other whore

I still know that you are the one that I'm for

Come in my room, lock the door

We can be fuckin and cuddlin bed or the floor, had it for years and I want it more

I want it now, for next, for life

You told me time and again that you wanted to be my wife

Well I want it too, so come and fly

Fly over here and let's go out to dinners

Apart we okay but together we winners

Always see you as my baby, no sitter

I love you way too much to call me a quitter

I won't be done til we back and we better than ever

Know in my heart that we belong together

Let's fight through this shit and make us a forever

Make us a forever, I miss you bad and I wanna never

Feel all this pain again

Let's make forever