Tidal Wave ft. rem:edi Lyrics

I stay up late to avoid the thoughts I'm thinkin' about

And when I'm fallin' asleep I lay awake on my couch

My thoughts are circlin' me, but I can't get 'em out

I'm beggin' somebody please, won't you just figure me out?

And I'd throw it all away just to feel normal again

Count all the time it takes, look at the minutes I've spent

It's like a tidal wave, hits like a wall made of bricks

Who's gonna save me from this?

I sit there starin' at my own reflection

The me that I see is the one that I'm missin'

The pressure is buildin' it feels like congestion

The pain eats me up, treats me like a concession

When life gives me lemons, build up like construction

I talk to myself it's my therapy session

Go back and go forth, it's progression, regression

Confessin' my sins, will I take my repentance?

I'm lost

Rappers all talk about diamonds and two-tones

I'm out here makin' my housing feel like a home

Medicine lessens the damage that's done to me

I'm tired of takin' it

Who's brave enough?

Who's strong enough?

Who's to say that I won't give up?

(Who's to say that I won't give up?)

Who's brave enough?

Who's strong enough?

Feels like it's just too much

I stay up late to avoid the thoughts I'm thinkin' about

And when I'm fallin' asleep I lay awake on my couch

My thoughts are circlin' me, but I can't get 'em out

I'm beggin' somebody please, won't you just figure me out?

And I'd throw it all away just to feel normal again

Count all the time it takes, look at the minutes I've spent

It's like a tidal wave, hits like a wall made of bricks

Who's gonna save me from this?

Tell me how to save myself

How to fix my mental health

It got ahold of me, laid me down

And put me in a cell

(I think I need to) take a breather

(Maybe) go in deeper

(Let me fall) into ether

(Wonder if) it's all a fever

Dreamin' of everything I could've been

Wondering if it's all dust in the wind

Something is crawling, got under my skin

Who turned out the lights?

The world is getting dim

It's getting hard to fight

It tore me limb from limb

Maybe it's not worth it (It's not worth it)

Maybe I deserve it (I deserve it)

Please tell them not to forget me (Forget me)

I stay up late to avoid the thoughts I'm thinkin' about

And when I'm fallin' asleep I lay awake on my couch

My thoughts are circlin' me, but I can't get 'em out

I'm beggin' somebody please, won't you just figure me out?

And I'd throw it all away just to feel normal again

Count all the time it takes, look at the minutes I've spent

It's like a tidal wave, hits like a wall made of bricks

Who's gonna save me from this?