Black adder Lyrics

Smokin this pain away

Dont wanna feel a thing'

You know what them feelins bring'

My heart cannot seal the strain'

memories damage my brain'

Demons they on us like stains'

muzzled my mind is restrained'

Theres so much i needed to say'

Remember the first day i met you my life really shifted'

Like 007 we locked in on missions'

Somehow im just wishing desicions were different'

Them streets had you locked in as if you in prison'

So many times in our life we would riskit'

Like ed edd and eddy we always had gimmicks'

I feel like at times that i never did listen'

Cuz things that we did is what made you go missing'

Sometimes im wishin that i could have helped'

But horses drink water but wont if you tell'

Sometimes on earth it be feelin like hell'

We burning inside cuz our skin is a shell'

Road getting bumpy they pavin in braille' made my own wave and they all grab a sail'

I showed em the way so they never failed'

All of this pain thank god i prevailed'

Without You i couldnt have done myself'

All from this ive got a story to tell'

Your story lives on it will be on this shelf'

Everyday that we wake up we are blessed'

I say that i hope that you never forget'

A list of emotions not known is regrets'

I know your in peace i hope that you rest'

Smokin this pain away

Dont wanna feel a thing'

You know what them feelins bring'

My heart cannot seal the strain'

memories damage my brain'

Demons they on us like stains'

muzzled my mind is restrained'

Theres so much i needed to say'

Its all in the timing just know you stayed wit me'

Im rolling this blunt cuz without it im tripping'

Stain on my shirt from the blood that was dripping'

Motherfuckers said they swear i was crippin'

You had my back even though they was grippin'

They pushin that p im not talkin bout pistons'

I cried like a infant your body dismissive'

Why i dropped down and i showed as submissive'

I couldn't believe these actions i saw'

They had no remorse when they gave you the shot'

Now that i see that really your gone'

Voice in my head i will never move on'

This pain in my heart it adds to my charm'

List of regrets its getting to long'

Its probably the reason im writing this song'

Putting the reefer inside of the bong'

the only thing that helps me move on'

Sometimes life seems its getting too long'

How much can i take til i drop down and shatter'

Always had thoughts like why does this matter'

But now that you all on the pavement in splatters'

It painted a picture my mind is so scattered

The streets are so toxic just like a black adder'

We all try to climb theres only one ladder'