blue moon Lyrics

I get this feeling once in a blue moon

Never know if it's too much or too soon

Either way, it's strange

How the phases change

And I've got no more feelings to exchange

All up in my head

Layin' in my bed

Thinkin' how it'd be better off if I was dead

I see demons peakin' through the drapes

How the fuck am I goin' to escape

The stars don't align

The Sun doesn't shine

It feels wrong

It's like a working brain in Frankenstein

Or a pig that flies

Or a roach that dies

Red sky

House that flies

Lions, tigers, bears, oh my

And it's temporary

That's what's really scary

'Cause I don't know when it'll come up from behind and scare me

I never get to say what's on my mind

I stutter, swear it happens every single time

My vision isn't perfect, but my memory's photographic

And when I get all these habits

That's when iron turns to plastic

I be runnin' from that shit

Fight or flee

Pray you catch me, word to Bey

Come and get me

Bitch, I'm ready to accept the man I see

In the mirror

Shoutout to MJ

Folks around me get praise like it's their b-day

I gotta pick my head up, even if it's with my hands

To be real, I'm just lucky that I can stand

I get this feeling once in a blue moon

Never know if it's too much or too soon

Either way, it's strange

How the phases change

And I've got no more feelings to exchange

All up in my head

Layin' in my bed

Thinkin' how it'd be better off if I was dead

I see demons peakin' through the drapes

How the fuck am I goin' to escape

It's a holiday, it's an occasion

It's Friday the 13th, watching out for Jason

Bitches say they run shit like it's a marathon

Old dog, new tricks, get on the Peloton

It's pathetic

How I'm so humble

My mind says 'get into it and rumble'

I don't wanna change my image for the clout

Blowing myself every second's not what I'm about

The Moon, it only shines for a moment

Let me go to where it's shone in

Soak that energy into my pores, then I'll go explorin'

The world, it's upside down

Only 'cause it spins around

So I'll just keep my feet upon the ground

Why is gravity real

I just wanna feel

Myself slip away from my heels

And just heal

See the world for what it is from a real point of view

Maybe even see the Moon with a blue hue

I get this feeling once in a blue moon

Never know if it's too much or too soon

Either way, it's strange

How the phases change

And I've got no more feelings to exchange

All up in my head

Layin' in my bed

Thinkin' how it'd be better off if I was dead

I see demons peakin' through the drapes

How the fuck am I goin' to escape

I have ups and downs

Changes, shifts, twists, turns

I know, one day, it'll all be worth it

To have grown from a tiny seed in a place

That feels less than home

In a place I thought I could never find sunlight, water, warmth, or rich soil

A place I could submerge myself in and soak up the newfound energy like a sponge

Eagerness becomes adventurousness

And adventurousness

Gratitude