Mixed Feelings ft. Alyssa Grey Lyrics

Yeah

Why do I have these feelings?

Why these thoughts?

Huh?

Maybe cause I wasn't taught how to be myself

Maybe you either

Journey with me

Uh

They try to figure me, I'm movin on my own

Mind still playin tricks, never felt as home

Sacred place in this past, full of bad thoughts

Being forced to live, is like a catapult

I got anger inside, sharing you the truth

Journey down my path, take a wider view

I still hurt even in a shiny suit

Healthy in my life now, but grew up around this bad fruit

It's like the devil is after me with open arms

I don't receive his ways, I ain't goin long

And you can put a bounty on my head cause otherwise

I'm the boss of my life and you ain't authorized

Enough with all the jokes, this here is real stuff

Changing my make up stoned and sealed shut

If half the world really followed they own heart

No questions really would be asked, and homes won't be torn apart

I know that you'll make it through

But I still can see that light inside of you

And I know that you'll make it through

Cause I still can see the light inside of you

So come and turn the lights on

The reason I'm going off, I'm fed the fuck up

These voices laughin at me, so shut the fuck up

This ain't a game here, you won't reign here

I beat you once, a new man I done became here

I got my pain now, and I proclaim now

I been poppin since birth, no champagne now

It's inhumane now

This here is my domain

What you don't understand, you can't contain now

I learned the ins and outs, but it was hard for me

Every death and trial, it was causin grief

Can't trust my mind, it's keeps stalkin me

Tell my dad to give up and stop callin me

I'm feelin hot, but these walls they keep scorchin me

Can't continue my life, it keeps pausin me

To grasp that ALL SPARK, it's TRANSFORMIN ME

But wait, will that solve all of my problems

I know that you'll make it through

But I still can see that light inside of you

And I know that you'll make it through

Cause I still can see the light inside of you

So come and turn the lights on

You see I had my time and it's all good

It's just a thing of the past, I'm misunderstood

Cause every bit of pain, I done withstood

Put my foot forward, glad I made it up out the hood

There's certain things come, and certain things go

But how much you know is really gon show

My light used to be dim, but now it's on the rise

Look alittle closer, you could see a winner in these eyes

This here wasn't hard for me to admit

This road down misery is like a bad trip

You can't wave a wand, this ain't magic

My old life is extinct, like Jurassic

Of course I know it hurts, of course I know my worth

Deadly things I've seen, my eyes are now blurred

Live your life free

Never get deterred

Be what you wanna be

Keep ya mind alert

I know that you'll make it through

But I still can see that light inside of you

And I know that you'll make it through

Cause I still can see the light inside of you

It's transformin me!