Drive Lyrics

I could find a ride or die to drive me away

But baby I don't really feel like getting violent today

So go ahead and make the plot, toss me right in the grave

Still I live rent free in your head, so why would I pay?

I'm saying flowers aren't worth that much if they burn to the touch

And darling I'm sure as fuck not certain its love

What's perfect to some, is just a burden to us

I aint deserving your trust, haven't I hurt you enough?

No syrup in my cup

Death doesn't mean to me what it means to you

I wish I could inhale the smokescreen you see me through

Won't breath or even move, don't need a reason to

Cause all the bullshit I spew

Won't be believable

Don't leave, it's critical condition in here

Just do me in the shower daily, like conditioning hair

But I can't use your shampoo, that condition is fair

We both want the same thing, the only difference is fear

Settle our differences there

I look like shit in the mirror

I said your name three times, still you didn't appear

Darling I wish you were here, cuz now it isn't as clear

If I'm near you, or farther than I've been in a year

And if you could hear, the things that my spirit considers sacred

You'd be amazed, and wouldn't be scared to live in the matrix

Dear we're not finished changing, we're still in cocoons

But at the end of day, maybe I'll listen to you, it's true

I could find a ride or die to drive me insane

While I try to quantify the times that I didn't change

My mind isn't made up, hey, but it's kinda deranged

I'll try to keep you safe

But why was I invited to stay in the first place?

And I decided to say, we're fighting the same, fight every day

Inside of our brains, lately we're crying in the quietest ways

Trying to climb up the incline of the plane

There's no decline in or denying the pain

You try to hide from the blame, and nearly died from the shame

It finds an escape route, a way out, I hate how

Nourishment and discouragement came out of the same mouth

But why would you blame doubt?

Either way it's gonna happen any day now

I pray cowards like me get a seventh chance

I pray that God has got has a better plan for every man

Every verse, every hearse, I better rehearse, my memory first

Lying dead in the dirt, crawling towards a living rebirth