- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
I swear intentions pure enough
It's fair at 12AM
But never right at one
That's why i write all my rights beyond the evening sun
Cause I turn left to my wrongs, I left them right on your tongue
You lap it up, no question
The morning moon a tough judge
And we both guilty victims
He sentenced you like Sisy
Phus over you like missy
My sentence longer I got more years to live out when I'm free
The jury fury palpable like Palpatine, his face
Is fucked up but he powerful, holy wind, no Mace
I'm disgraced to trust, only I got some face
Can't even trust myself, guest in my own place
Guest in my own yard–two prisoners tied to the same bars
Who the chaperone, say, who the one in charge
Battery, your pride been battered so hard
Satan got our back, we all sinners at large
In our cage, hands constrained
I'm not saying that my side is equal to your side
The duty is so heavy, couldn't help you if I tried
Wanna give a hand, but you know both our hands are tied
Wanna give in, and run, but you know we got family ties
You know we got family ties
The ties are a bond they help us transcend the bond, we owe
The metamorphosis, scary now a noose at your throat
In bondage, the recollection of heaven look suicidal
It's an absurdity how you chose the way that you chose
Decision is privilege and God always clean his ass notes
Responsibility over civility as a father
Figure; out, how to configure
Your life, with my life
And our life, with real life
I know
That I don't know
Hard to fill up the hollow
Hardest pilly to swallow
Also don't have a choice, I can't live if I wallow
It don't matter chase it water or soju
Cause I still don't know if tastes bittersweet, or like I told you
How I told myself
Conscious disconnection
View the bee box, humming, at our own discretion
View sun, and the moon, bittersweet, learn the truth
My iris, immolation, eclipse, flash of tranquilisation
But the tale changes
Drowning into the moment, rays dripping and blaring
Feel the clothes on your skin, feel your mouth is sharing
Give the moment a moment, and the moments passed
Take the moment too greedily, then the moments vast
Give you the moment, bittersweet, 'cause the moment won't last
As time ticking
What're you thinking
This shit taste like nothing, cold hard casing
Ignorance is bliss and I hate to say bittersweet is patience
Find out when the time run out or when you lie a patient
The sand fall circular when you're still on two feet
Who knows if the pilly gon taste bitter or taste sweet
Bittersweet, ignorant to if it's bitter or a treat
So really, it's bittersweet that it's, bittersweet
I was only 12 first time I done lost my mental teeth
Now my mind hazy, smoke through my cheeks
Lack the excellence, executive decisions to complete
Still the bloodjet is poetry, I just ink it on my beats
Father, gone
Father, here
Smile, from, your ear to your ear
All that power you done taken–business deals made out of fear
Deals made out of pity, nothing out of sympathy
The pithy y'all can take, that Jesus gon learn some empathy
I would never sell my soul just to buy some comfortability
If Heaven is pure white, where is my place to live civilly
Where is my face in the imagery
Whereas God know he just swindling
The Bible in my family, like crutches, disability
The PM is evil, I don't navigate it
But necessity to walk through for my compensation
Conversations in the AM guide me to my destination
Desecration, discipline just to reap a crop that's vacant
I'm taken,
By my failures, father has forsaken
I pray he doesn't pray, those that pray become prey
We privy to a lot, but forget the time we wasted
When I was just a babe in your arms, away from the storm
We had ambiance and no qualms, and tender support
Refuge was the blinds that'll close, ate fish out the can
Now pleasantries are cold, with shake of a hand
As time ticking
What're you thinking
The pill down the hatch
And I'm still drinking
Sapping away, from the people around me
It takes a whole village, for pomelo to sprout, see
It's an end to means, means kill the ends
We kill pomelo leaves, selfish soul cleanse
We shake each other off, then we shake our hands, like contraband
Apologies for negligence, and pardoned sins
Apologize for negligence, who pardoned them
Pardon me, but fuck that, repentance
Not on the bucket list
Cause we ain't Jesus, though
Even though
You in shackles for the bread but even Jesus raised his dough
Village just too big, greedy appetite I know you know
Regret potential, hurts so much we know the feeling mutual
And also the victor don't always write the history
I've barely won but the windows to my soul, cracked and teary
Condensation from my breath, father, I'm so weary
I'm writing out my chapters but our blood ink is smearing
Its flavours metallic
They always metastasize
My inner child cautious
Cause I cannot criticize
How is that christ-like
God ain't even christ-like
Eternal damnation
Shit, we still alive, right
We ain't seen the light, right
Kids continue to fight, right
Continue to write, right
What you left when you write, right
Is your gospel, your zeitgeist
You the same as father, left your sins to indict, right
You the same as father, age mature, harvest ripe, right
Eye for an eye, you tell me, can we still see
I don't think shit really matters, we blind already
So you go make the sacrifice, I've already crossed ya
And you've already crossed me
And He's already crossed us
And we already crossed He
Chop down the fruit
God can portion evenly
Now the kids are staring
Panting
Racing heartbeat
Glimmer of light
Reflecting oppositely
Their windows, ajar, flavours give and they receive
So
Pomelo sacred, adults watch the kids with guilty relief