cover charge Lyrics

Back already?

I get that it's been hard but…

Maybe we should talk about it

Grief doesn't just go away

And time can only do so much…

Are you listening to me?

Nate?

When it all starts to matter

I don't too matter much

A laugh; a crush

A passing touch

But nothing lasts

A cast; a crutch

I rap too much

To ask for love

It's like I got a lot to give

But lack the guts

In fact the ones

I want always pack it up

Then dash and run

My heart is in pieces

Can't patch it up

I'm back to numb

The past is strung

In every single fuckin rap I've sung

I've had enough

Got my heart broken by a bitch

I wrote an album about it

I lost my fuckin best friend

I wrote an album about it

It's like there's power in sadness

I'd be so lost here without it

So the fuck am I gonna write about

If I ever find happy

There's like a 100 different ways I could say I'm depressed

You still wouldn't get it

I smoke some and then I drink

And then I start to relive it

The memories are vivid

That's the only place you visit

Listen i'm the king of closing doors

But never locking them

Pretending to move on

But hoping that you come and knock again

It's open so you waltz right in

Ignorin all the damage that you left

It's like a ram had come in headfirst

A tiger rampaged then dipped

I'm tired of tryna put out these fires

That's in my head

I've said all that I can say

And I've spent all that I can spend

It's tempting to give it up

But it's thanks to Raury I live

I was on my way to him

But now it's back to pad and pen

Feels like this grief is overwhelming

Cuz I never learned to deal with it

Compounding, every issue got an issue

And I'm feelin it

Astounding

That I haven't given in yet, but do listen

It's surrounding me

And there's no tellin what I might do in this bitch

Don't doubt me

I see you and I still get so flustered

I can't run from what I feel inside

There's strength that I can't muster

But the realest lie is I'm gon' be alright

It's tough to finally see the side of me

You see and realize I'm just the weaker guy

I'm done for

There's no motherfuckin encore

Nothin comes for free my dear

I paid for us in tears and mental anguish

So you're in the clear

I hope that you find happiness

I mean that, here

I'm entering a place where I can feed my fears

Be reasonable

The lights are off these headphones on

Find peace and cope

Or reach for rope

The curtains raise again

We know they need to close

Instead of facing you

I think I'll hide again

Instead of startin over

I'll go play pretend

inside my head

I don't really wanna fall

But the sky is so beautiful

I don't really wanna fall

But I'm fallin for you I know

This might not be love

I just want someone by my side

And it's you on my mind

Always you on my mind

This might not be love

I just want someone by my side

And it's you on my mind

Always you on my mind

Let's take a chance

Baby dance

Baby dance

Cancel your plans

Baby dance

Baby dance

Give me your hands

Baby dance

Baby dance

I'll be your man

Baby dance

Baby dance

Let's take a chance

Baby dance

Baby dance

Cancel your plans

Baby dance

Baby dance

Give me your hands

Baby dance

Baby dance

I'll be your man

Baby dance

Baby dance