Mostly Lyrics

I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the highway

I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed My son

I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate

I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe

I don't need my name in lights

I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just

I just want to sleep

I just want this decade to turn out to be a dream

I just want my momma happy

I just want to feel okay

I'm so fucking sick of drinking tryna take away the pain

Aye-o, aye-o, aye-o

Want that yayo, yayo, yayo

All I hear all god damn day, been blowing through my fucking peso

If I say so then I mean it

The fuck have I been scheming, bleeding for what fucking purpose

I can't breathe it's like I'm leaving

I would trade it all to feel some type of normal

I'm outside of my body, I am trapped inside a portal

This shit feels like a dead-end but my work remains immortal

I just haven't found a way to get myself back to normal

Count my fucking quarters for a cup of my panic

Can't even drink no caffeine

I'm so stressed that I'm manic

I done lost my faith with God

But I pray cause I'm famished

I would rather live a lie than live the truth that I've managed

I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the highway

I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed my son

I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate

I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe

I don't need my name in lights

I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just

I can't juggle these things

I put my plans up on the board and threw a dart at these things

Cause all these options come with some sort of destruction it seems

I'm so tired of feeling guilty for the loss that I bring

Always disappointing someone

I'm too sensitive, see

Too empathetic and sympathetic to care at all about me

Live my life by a design that I have no part in, just breathe

Pretend it's all gonna be fine, believe it's not what it seems

I sit here now in this dark plot, right in this parking spot

And write this out but if I look up I'm still in this parking lot

And nothing will have changed, this is a fleeting escape

This is a temporary fix that I'm convinced I have made

I am a combination of people my mind has chosen to stay

Because the way that I'm feeling now will not attach to my brain

This is a momentary breath when all my air would evade

And stay away from me on purpose cause I'm not what I say

I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the Highway

I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed My son

I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate

I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe

I don't need my name in lights

I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just

I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the Highway

I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed My son

I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate

I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe

I don't need my name in lights

I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just