monsters Lyrics

Stars on the ceiling

Eyes wide

Can't get to sleep tonight

Thinkin' what I shoulda said

To make it right

Ghosts in my closet

Can't hide

Behind my ego at 2:09

And I'm watching myself in spite

And I'm itching to pick a fight

And I can't catch a grasp on reality

I'm feelin' all alone

Wonder why my friends are all leavin' me

Maybe it's because I can't respond to anything

There's a million faces suspended in my mind

A million spaces, a million wrong replies

His body rests next to me

I only see it thrown in the street

Surrounded by flame and flashing light

There is blood up to my knees

Of everyone I need

And I can't catch a grasp on reality

I'm feelin' all alone

Wonder if there's anyone left for me

Maybe I'll die alone

With nothing left to give but apathy

A million faces suspended in my mind

A million spaces, a million wrong replies

I said it, I didn't and I just can't believe it

I said it, I didn't and I just can't believe it

The monsters underneath my bed

(I said it, I didn't)

Hold secrets that I've never said

(And I just can't believe it)

Preparing for the pain to come

(I said it, I didn't)

From people that just give me love

(And I just can't believe it)

I'm never gonna see the light

(I said it, I didn't)

The demon's at my throat

(And I just can't believe it)

And I quiet salted waterfalls

(I said it, I didn't)

Can't catch my breath, can't feel at all

(And I just can't believe it)

I'm feelin' all alone

Wonder if my life will mean anything

Maybe I'll break the mold

Or damage everyone who cares for me

A million faces suspended in my mind

A million spaces, a million wrong replies