Myndfxxk Lyrics

First of all what you need to know about the mind

Of a stubborn, selfish, sociopath it's undefined

Having dark visions, evil living, trying to end the life I'm given

In my past left all my sinning, praying father for forgiveness

I try to live with the angels all in my life

But I still seem to sleep with these demons like every night

Everything that I'm dreaming is something I know it cannot be

That same old fucking shit is coming back like triple two times three

It be like Hey Sin, why you fucking with J

Can't you see that kid he's messed up in dangerous ways

Put the gas to the flame like he's ready to raze

Maintain in this rap game, shoveling pain

Sometimes can feel like you're moving too fast

Gotta slow down, take a step back

Reevaluate and adjust your path

Catch a little break before it all crash

So many beaten broken damaged, put myself together dammit

Never gonna understand it, that's the life that I've been handed

Step up in the booth to give myself some therapy

And even if nobody get's it, I know it's still helping me

What I need to know about is shit that I can't understand

Get it, why it's so important, hands upon that master plan

So many out there fake, y'all know the dam deal

Took me way too long to figure out the ones that's real

But I grew up, got a little older, little colder

brush that chip off of my shoulder, now these stones have grown to boulders

Still can't look at reflections in the mirror

Blow all of the smoke away to see a little clearer

Realize I had a vision, decipher the indecision

Recommit to my mission, make all of you fuckers listen

To the wordplay twisting, it's written with such precision

Calling down the rabbit hole cuz I'm seeing in tunnel vision

Sometimes can feel like I'm moving too fast

Gotta slow down, take a step back

Reevaluate, adjust to new paths

Take a little break before I just crash

And if I ever let you in to everything I ever thought

You'd probably go and run away, so really what's the pointless cost

This is what I do to try to get some therapy

I put my soul upon the line for everyone of y'all to see