Medicine (Bonus Track) Lyrics

If I cry can you tell me it's okay

If I wash my stomach clean will it fix me from inside out

Take a thread and needle and sew the ends of my mouth

And then the wrong thing won't slip out

If I become an insomniac will I see you when I'm wide awake

Paint you up on my ceiling and

Picture you holding my face

And I'm crying but you tell me it's okay

If I cry can you tell me it's okay

Cause I've always remembered you that way

All these little fractures in my brain

They freeze they thaw but I never feel the same

But when I'm with you

It's like I got no issues

You're the one thing I let in

Cause I swear you're my medicine

When I'm with you

I am see through

When I feel like I've been worn thin

And all that's left is a skeleton

I breathe out and breathe you in

Cause I swear you're my medicine

If this was battlefield you'd be the hero on the frontlines

I would take my victim complex to run away and hide

Bury my head in the dirt if I didn't self sabotage first

And somehow I'd still blame you for how I got hurt

I can't love you better than I know how

So if I write it in a torn up letter

Do I have to say it out loud

When I'm with you

It's like I got no issues

You're the one thing I let in

Cause I swear you're my medicine

When I'm with you

I am see through

When I feel like I've been worn thin

And all that's left is a skeleton

I breathe out and I breathe you in

Cause I swear you're my medicine

I can feel the sentence rotting in between my teeth

Poison from the kitchen faucet in the water that I drink

Wash it down with 18 years raise a glass up to the dream

All the things I should've said get poured right down the sink

When you look at me

It all fades when you look at me

Cause when I'm with you

It's like I've got no issues

You're the one thing I let in cause I swear you're my

I swear you're my

When I'm with you

I am see through

When I feel like I've been worn thin

And all that's left is a skeleton

I breathe out and I breathe you in

Cause I swear you're my medicine