What Party? Lyrics

I'm never alone

You never change

Whisper in my ear

All that you want to feel

Tell me all your secrets

And dirty little lies

Tell me what I want to hear

It won't make me sane

Think that you're a better person

Well you've got more to learn

All the things you say

Go in one ear and out the other

Long division, history

I don't know what I want to be

Scribbles in my notebook

Tried to write a song with a hook

Singing in my memory

Death became reality

Look into my eyes and I'll be fine

Walking all around the halls

Don't know who's my friend or real

White walls leave me all alone to deal with my brain

Don't know why I deserve pain

It can't rain all the time

Try so hard not to feel but it all comes crashing down

All the things you say

Go in one ear and out the other

Long division, history

I don't know what I want to be

Scribbles in my notebook

Tried to write a song with a hook

Singing in my memory

Death became reality

Take my hand and for now I'll be fine

I won't be fine

Long division, history

I don't know what I want to be

Scribbles in my notebook

Tried to write a song with a hook

Singing in my memory

Death became reality

Look into my eyes and I'll be fine

Party til' the night is done

Come on now let's have some fun

Will I live or will I die

I don't know it's a surprise

Singing in my memory

Death became reality

Open up that bag I'll do a line

I'll be fine