the terrible things done to me Lyrics

People are always searching for afters

Ignoring the happiness, passing the laughter

Me, I'm just hoping to start a new chapter

Trying to rebuild after the disaster

Passersby floating through polluted air

But I really wanna get better, I swear

Too many nights I have pulled out my hair

And I'm tired of seeing your face everywhere

Can't get away from you, God knows I've tried

I heard grass is greener on the other side, but

My flower's wilting, at windmills I'm tilting

And I just can't swallow my pride

Your name still echoes when I fall asleep

And names you called me are my trophies to keep

But my shelf needs dusting, no longer discussing

The terrible things done to me

Took me three years to realize it's true

I'm done being your subject of abuse

Can't tell me how to be or what to do

'Cuz I won't take shit from a failure like you

Erase me from your life like I did you

It's your fault this is what I had to choose

Not one for slander, not one to defame

I'm at my limit and you are to blame

Done being quiet, I'm ready to yell

You can cover your ears when you're in Hell

I've seen the fire, it's your time to burn

You will finally get what you deserve