I'm Lyrics

I can promise you that I'm not like that

Promise that I'm changing my ways my ways

Promise that I'm not like that

Please don't take me for granite

And I'm hanging up all the times where I think about you and I write them on the page

So let's see it's only day twenty six

And I've thought about you one twenty seven times

You're on my mind

That's every time I've cried

Why do I lie about the things that I write Because I don't wanna be attacked for the way I feel

Because I know everything that I say turns into a big deal

But you don't wanna see me you just wanna hurt You don't want to see me breathe or Hold me in the dirt

You told me that every day that you were my girl But I'm feeling like a prisoner inside Your empty world

So you don't have to break me for your own games

I just want to be set free

Because I deserve to be happy

Every single text

It went to my head

And I don't wanna talk about my ex again

I promise I'm not trying to compare you

Because nothing compares to the way that you make me fucking smile

Oh wait that don't happen anymore

I barely get a hi out the door

And I really want to lay on the floor

And think about

It's not what you think it is

I promise you that I'm changing

It's in your head

It's in your head

So you don't have to stay awake and lay inside your bed

I hope that you feel better baby

Honestly I think that I'm at the brink of fucking dying

And if I'm being honest and just stop the lying

I don't wanna live on

I don't wanna live on

I'll feel better if it's all just dark

In my mind won't stop calling me

And if you think

That you're ever gonna save me then you won't then you won't so just give up

So just give up

I fucked up

I hurt you desert you

But baby I'm hurting myself

And I know that it's killing on the inside

And I'm trying to hide my emotions

I'm broken

But you left me hopeless

I'm choking on my own breath

Cut me open

I'm digging a hole in my chest

I don't wanna see all the fucking missed texts Because now you're my ex