Sarah Lyrics

I've tried so long to write the right song

To right us prolonged, a rite for my wrongs

I was wrong, filled with an empty rage

Now we share comparative blame despite age

We were older in time, but our minds set free

Holding on resentment on the reset, see

I was never gonna be your Pan who believed

Hoping we would never land, I tried my Darling

Feigned, detained, romance we tried to framed

Your family I lost, now visually stained

"What the kids called" early on you coined our game

Together, synonymous, it kept us sane

Oh, Little Prince still left the little prints

On a wound impossible to rinse

If I just had any sort of sense

Wouldn't have drowned in some ignorance

You were my dream girl, you were my whole world

You were every single color in a 'bow swirl

Found a blessing to have had you for them two long years

And I was trippin' when I flipped over them few cold beers

So lost in your breakfast on a workday morning

Drivin' to your crib to fulfill my longin'

An actress with dreams more than I could ever be

Your path is white coated now, staged with a changed degree

How could you ever hate our coffee shop rendezvous?

If I hated you, little brother still loved you

And with my big bro I missed to say

Angel, you looked absolutely perfect on his wedding day

And even when I tried to grind with The Twins Alright

The other Sarah knew precisely where I set my sights

Mixed with passion and depression, stepped time to pace

I knew all of my errors, kept them close to your waist

Laid a keychain with Peter and Jack for your door

You gave me all your heroes but you needed me more

And what made us so blinded? Couldn't see it before

But complacence had us rotting at the core

I hope that our portrait ain't met with disdain

I hope that our memories aren't just pain

Some days I take solace in saying your name

And I hope that one day baby you'll do the same

I'm in a better place, I'm in a better place

I'm in a state where I feel I can wear my face

Lovin' my fam'ly, that wasn't the case

You spent all those hours, as ours, my place

Wish that our base was emotionally stable

Wish my headspace was more mentally able

Our fable was labeled unstable from cradle

Our Playbill unable to make it to cable

You brought to the table a drug I enabled

Your eyes, almost hazel, betrayed--I was Abel

Enclosed in a gable, we nearly were fatal

But hey "bell", I paid well, and prayed well, became well

And Sarah, I took it too far

The moment, too frightened to stay in my car

And I'd take it all back, but we're too torn apart

And I'm proud of where both of us are

Still, the future miss me won't feel the gravity

Or the apathy had by me from our youthful cavity

Master of the script, but I couldn't muster all of it

Couldn't grasp the shape of wit, with you I mostly sputtered shit

And finally with ink and grit, I'm ready say

From directions on the legend that frayed us away

Sarah, all I've ever wanted at the end of the day

Is to say we're okay...

Try to find you another time when the light don't seem so rare

Seen my life through electric eyes but you won't recognize him

The rain, well it dont seem to fall, and these rings

Well, they're only for calls; four missed calls since then

The billboards, they just stay the same, and this whole town remembers your name