DOOR BETWEEN US (MAROON) Lyrics

This was sposed to be on Colored

But I never let it go

I didn't know if it would go or ever give some hope

I set a goal, express some more

Don't let em stress your rope

You'll never know who listening

I'm givin in to pressures at the door

This is the perfect time to say I haven't been myself

I dissected my soul in three parts and made a cover

Three times a year they choose to converse wit each other

And make a deal to break the seal on rooms I've yet discovered

This is my opportunity

To rap like it's my last time before the opps come shoot at me

nightmares stopped in June and now I'm only dreaming lucidly

More control

My power to range emotions Mighty morph a soul

Could've chose violence thrice but chose the cordial role

And no one gave me credit or pat on the back

But it's definitely all my fault if I choose to attack

I've had a loved one ignore me while I rotted away

I've made leap and bounds for you you not entertained

So low that the floor could reach us

I would hold you right now but there's a door between us

Whatchu want is complicated you say it's the same

I've seen you pray for sun and then look for shade when it came

I wish God had told me bout him creating your brain

I wish I knew while I was meditating

Everybody's hopes and dreams and they expectations

A year ago today I'd almost quit and fallen short

How could you see me goin this hard and not support

They would never know the price of air or see our stress

George Floyd died, the video released on set

I seen an activist retweet it said redeem what's left

I seen the clip and said that's what I need to be on next, that's--

I'm passing out groceries to the families on the south side

Next to some city legends we never made it about pride

No one tryna rap not a lick, just passin bags and that's it

No shine or glory just passin formula to women wit kids

That type of story bruh

Imagine someone walking by that's poor and couldn't see us

Cuz we too proud in our privilege and put a door between us

Imagine

Imagine me choosing violence to lift an entire issue

The vapors from my weapon leave Vics while they cry in tissues

In light of clearing air tryna purify mindless vigils

The truth is your body gets humid if fire hitchu

The truth is your body gets humid if fire hitchu

The vapors from the gun

The Vic's from what I'd done

The truth is your body get humid if fire hitchu

You put a door between us while I cried and it seems

I'm a lot stronger cuz of it but why is it me

Stressin over all the things you don't realize till you see

There's a balance in it all while I fight you at peace

There's a balance in it all while I cry you in glee

There's a balance in it all if I fly you use feet

There's a balance in it all you say I I say we

And when my EKG goes flat there's a spike in my streams

This door between us has yet to make our hearts grow fonder

It's just something bout RIPs that make yo songs go harder I know

I know