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This feeling is lingering

Everyday I wake up feeling defeated

Why must I crave death?

Where is my happiness?

I've spent years focusing on self-reflection

Just for everything to crumble

Am I real?

I don't know

Will I ever?

Where can I disappear?

In my dream I was drowning in the sea

Sinking while my lungs collapsed

Why can't I feel at ease?

Why is my answer death?

When I woke up it felt like

I still couldn't breathe

I ask myself why

The feeling lingers

It clings to me

Like paint on a wall

Like skin onto flesh

At night I close my eyes and

Hope my dream becomes reality

And I'm swallowed by the sea

My broken spirit suffers

If I could just feel weightless

I want it, but I gave up (The distance between)

(Where I am and

Where I want to be

Is always the same)

I wanted it so badly (Escapism)

(Prolonging Escape)

I want it, but I gave up (Circumstantial)

(Complacency)

I wanted it so badly (Self-destruction)

(Becomes a means of survival)

An endless cycle

An endless cycle

Trying to find the difference between

Beginning and ending