DEAD DREAMS Lyrics

(Dead dreams)

Driving my car when its dark out

No seatbelt on I don't wanna be smart now

I want to scream every single lyric just to hear it

Bounce back resonate with my past

Changing the facts and I'm packing them back

Bury them deep in the back of my brain

Licking my fingers I put out the flame

Water hit my windshield I love the rain

Wait that's blood

Told you to get out my way

I hope that this is a dream

Get me a glass cause I need a drink

I need to splash some water my face

I can get past that I'm a disgrace

I used to have so many plans

My futures my past now all that I have

Are just my Dead Dreams

Wake up in bad mood

I'm aboutta attack you

Shatter my mirror

My opinions are too cruel

Spitting too fast

Just like Skrrt skrrt vroom vroom

Criticize myself on everything that I do

I just want to get rid of myself

I just got get outta this hell

All these dreams of me killing myself

Wake up in a cold sweat I hate how I feel

Maybe if I try I could be different

So I start off like I'm on a mission

Shoot my shot but I missed it

Off by mile yeah I don't think I'm ever gonna hit it

I need to shut up

I don't need someone

To get in my way

I need a flame

I don't need a girl

I don't need a date

I need to run

I need my personal space

Wake up in bad mood

I'm aboutta attack you

Shatter my mirror

My opinions are too cruel

Spitting too fast

Just like Skrrt skrrt vroom vroom

Criticize myself on everything that I do

I just want to get rid of myself

I just got get outta this hell

All these dreams of me killing myself

Wake up in a cold sweat I hate how I feel

I feel like nobody knows me

I feel like I am soldier

My life is so violent

Pile up bodies

Demons chase after my mind

Yeah Its so exhausting

All my regrets

I feel like I'm always depressed

Learning on how to express

All of my feelings

I'm living the same day repeated

Over and over and over again

I have a goal that I'll never live up to

A life that I chose where I never trust you

Losing my hold on reality

everything's fading around me

I'm chasing the smoke

Honestly honesty

Its not for me

When you're asking me

If I could possibly

Be somebody

Some celebrity

I'll make this simple no

I don't really wanna be the best

I don't really wanna be obsessed

I don't wanna be somebody telling everybody that you gotta do this

That you gotta do that if you really wanna live

I just want to get rid of myself

I just gotta get outta this hell

All of these dreams of me killing myself

And I Wake up in a cold sweat I hate how I feel

I feel like nobody knows me