Granite Walls Lyrics

No I cannot help myself I

Don't know how it felt I

Don't know how to help I

Don't know how to tell if

I've been sent to jail I

Cannot see the cell I

Cannot make the bail I

Wind won't make the sail I'm failing oh

When I wake up everything pissing me off

I don't wanna know anything you talking about

I don't even know how many pounds I done lost

Cup of ramen noodles I think I'll be good til tomorrow

Keeping count of how much I say sorry too much

Why the hell am I always saying sorry so much?

Why the hell is it so hard to find my worth in the wreckage of my real life?

Oh I think I killed my

Ego when I realized

How much I can't see my

Self and I can't just save myself

And I never forgave myself

And I always tell myself

I don't know which hell is hell

Don't like parties I hate people

Do I really? No, I need 'em

I say sorry cause I mean it

You say stop it like it's evil

Whole body in the deep end

The lifeguard watch it sinking

I asked god "Hey what's the meaning?"

I wonder if he seen it?

I told the world to bring it

I lost myself in singing

I lost myself in reading

The texts that I'm receiving from you

I'm clinging to you

I'm feigning for you and

No I cannot help myself I

Don't know how it felt I

Don't know how to help I

Don't know how to tell if

I've been sent to jail I

Cannot see the cell I

Cannot make the bail I

Wind won't make the sail

I cannot help myself I

Don't know how it felt I

Don't know how to help I

Don't know how to tell if

I've been sent to jail

Cannot see the cell I

Cannot make the bail

Wind won't make the sail I'm failing-

Granite walls close me in need a cannonball

Cerebrum looking like abandoned malls

Starting to feel like a neanderthal

Battling myself it's a full-on brawl

Barrel of the gun paints canvas walls

Like a downloaded driver that just can't install

Eating at my mind like a cannibal

Yea if it fanned out

Would it still be planned out?

Think I missed my chance oh

I never made land ho

Don't say that you can't go

I was never waiting

I was never patient

And now it's all been thrown in my face

It's all gon work out

Long as we alive

Long as we

It's aight

Long as I'm good dawg

Long as we live live, I don't

Long as I'm alive, I don't huh

Yea

Long as I

Long as I

Long as you love me

As long as I love myself