Zodiac Arrest Lyrics

An introduction's neither here or there

Exchanging phone numbers, caught me on my grind

She been waiting for this moment and now is the perfect time

Complementing my Steez

I'm the man of her dreams, and she wanted to be mine

But in my mind, I was terrified

I had my guard up from previous situations that wasn't the best

Look we can talk but we gone have to take it slow like old folks

Holding the steering wheel with two hands, driving a minivan

I wasn't where I wanted to be

And felt for me to get where I'm headed required of me to be lonely

But still she insisted

I let my guard down and I added her to my mission

Took her on dinner dates, we ate food out Heaven's kitchen

Told her what I wanted out of life, gave her my vision

Slowly I'm trusting this decision

At this point, it's been two months

And clear that we're together

Treating her like my lady

She call me baby

Holding hands, I held her like a trophy

Certain this wasn't maybe

On a daily, affection connection drove her crazy

I'm feeling indestructible ain't no nigga can play me

I'm feeling indestructible ain't no nigga can play me

I'm somebody to somebody, and all the above

Conflicted with family trauma

And was holding a grudge

I told her everything, cause really this what it was

And through intimate conversation, she told me she's "in love" with me

A weird feeling in my chest, what could it be

Could it be love

Or just a

You know better than that

Not wanting to destroy the moment

I love you too

A couple weeks thinking bout it like damn I really do

So now we both in love

And I can't be apart from you

Life is hectic twenty-four seven and the greatest part is you

Couldn't see that there's a hole burning through my pocket

Supporting you financially and emotionally,

I made the decision

I hated seeing you cry about not having shit

I gave her everything I got 'cause I was soo passionate

Why everything that's happening, is money related

Saying this feeling was embarrassing

And we should've waited

But she's ready for me

And I'm ready for you

I didn't know ignoring phone calls some shit that she would do

When I was broke and I ain't have shit,

But love and support

Told me she's moving out the city and

Need to resort to another state for more opportunities

The thought of it had ruined me

But I accepted she had to do what she had to do cause life happens

Supported her, I told her go get it and make it happen

But deep inside I'm feeling like a failure

I couldn't stop her, nothing I can tell her

Besides that I love you and don't leave me

I've let my guard down just so you'll mislead me

And now she's gone

I'm feeling like I wasted my time

I feel the need to drown in my tears

I'm hearing "commit suicide" in both of my ears

Just when I thought that love was something money couldn't buy

Just for a dollar sign, she was willing to say goodbye

I got social media to see if things were working how she planned

Instead I found her hugged up

With another man

I never felt soo much pain in my muthafucking

I never felt soo much

I never felt soo much pain in my chest

Questioning was it Love?

Or just a Zodiac Arrest?

I never felt soo

I never felt soo much

I never felt soo

Terrence Martin

I hope this takes her home

Accompanied with years

And to each note from this saxophone represents how much we have grown

Bare a second

And listen to the sound of my adolescence

At a less sense

Still growing

Yes

Martyr