Tunnel vision Lyrics

I keep holding onto temporary pleasure

Just begging for some closure

Everything feels so dead

When can I put this bullet in my head

The curtain drops

I've never felt so alive

Why did it take so long

To end my fucking life

Losing myself again

My body falls to its knees

I'm begging someone please

Just take away this suffering

My whole life has been a disgrace

How do I rid my mouth of this bitter taste

The world outside will no longer suffice

When the sun is barely keeping me alive

I

Feel like my life is wasted

Can't feel a thing but this pain is fucking overrated

This tunnel vision making me feel

Like nothings ever worth it

My mind

Is on a fucking loop and I can't take it

Take me back to when I could feel again

Now I'm just living on borrowed time

how much more do I have to climb

Losing myself again

My body falls to it's knees

I'm begging someone please

Just take away this suffering

My whole life has been a disgrace

How do I rid my mouth of this bitter taste

The world outside will no longer suffice

When the sun is barely keeping me alive

My whole life has been a disgrace

How do I rid my mouth of this bitter taste

The world outside will no longer suffice

When the sun is barely keeping me alive

I feel like my life is wasted

Can't feel a thing but this is fucking devastating

Looking

At life

Through tunnel vision

I'm trapped

Inside

This flesh prison

I have

Always felt like shit

I can't look at myself in a mirror

I'm

So fucking disgusted

With myself

Stuck in

This flesh

Prison