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I want to forget you

Forget all the things that you told me would be forever

The way your face lit up every time I said your name

The way your eyes used to shine like stars when you said mine

Did it mean nothing?

Was hurting the one person you claimed was always there for you worth it?

Was it worth it watching me lose my mind, trying to get out of a maze of your design?

I gave you everything I had, even when I had nothing

And when I had nothing, I gave myself debt

Debt and depression and anger and regret for not working longer hours

Just to buy you thing to impress him

Was I the problem?

Am I the problem?

If I did everything right, why am I here?

If I was your perfect love, why is my heart broken?

After all this time, I'm still here

Hurting, crying on my floor

On this dusty carpet

Over you

You may have broke my heart

But I broke it first

You never meant to wound me

I think that's why it hurts

Waking up at the bottom

And looking up at you

Loving someone else

And I don't know what to do

You say that you still love me

You say that you still care

So I would be a monster

To leave you standing there

As much as this will kill me

I need to see you smile

Even if it's not for me

Even if you're not mine

I love you so I must let you go

If you come back to me, only then I will know

I love you so I must let you go

I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul

I see a future so bright

So wonderfully pure

I hope I can take you there

But that choice is yours

Your laughter plays in my mind

Can't sleep anymore

Because in my dreams you're there

And my heart is full

I wish that I could go back

And fix what we did

Maybe you'd still be with me

And our love would persist

But maybe this was the plan

Written in the sky

Maybe we'll drift apart

And come together in time

I love you but I must let you go

If you come back to me, only then I will know

I love you so I must let you go

I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul

I will wait a thousand lifetimes

For the chance for you to be mine

I would die a thousand times

For the privilege to make you smile

I love you so I must let you go

If you come back to me, only then I will know

I love you so I must let you go

I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul

Give me a reason

Why you couldn't stay

Just give me one more night

I'll forget it the next day

I still need you

So very much