Hero Lyrics

Used to think my nightmare when I was asleep

Now I'm up at night makin beats

Reminiscing

Sad to say I don't wanna go back to bein children

And the feeling's chillin

My memories they take up too much space

And I can't even finish off my plate

Somethin's missin

I don't get nostalgia all of the trauma be hittin

Make me feel like quittin

But I stand up still cuz I have to

My minds a vacuum

Collectin all the pain that attacks you

For the people that I love I'd be glad to

Step in front of a bullet just to be seen as a hero

They'd say I lived life in the fullest and then my worth wouldn't be zero

But then I know my family would miss me

So I keep on livin

The pressure that I'm under is immense

Why would I seem so tense

I'm anxious really

Sense my stress and see my eyes I'm fearin

Somethin that I can't explain for me it's not appearin

Isn't that appealin

I'm afraid of things I can't be seein

From my own mind I be fleein

I don't even got a reason

And even if I did I can't explain

The way I take apart it in my brain

But I can feel it

Shake myself off the path appears my steerin's veerin

Cloudy mind is clearin

Why's myself gotta be my biggest hurdle

Have I not tried just to be who I am's returnin

All I did was lie at the time just to stop concernin

Everyone I liked in my life they won't see me hurtin

I closed my mental borders like a prison

Locked out I couldn't listen

My force field blocked the sound without permission

Remorse led me to doubt I started hearin

Advice from all the people that I always had around me

It's nice to see that someone saw me helped me when I'm drowning

The price I put myself stopped the falls I'm surrounded

By a group of people I can involve in my bounty

But I'm not gon be countin

Imma keep on makin songs in the mountains

Compilations of my thoughts and my challenges

I can't turn my motor off I feel valiant

Drawn to light just like a moth my mind forever balancing

Nature helps me keep it off the horrors we're surrounded in

I don't know the place to put the fault we've all compounded it

Try to help some people that aren't grounded grounded

Used to think my nightmare when I was asleep

Now I'm up at night makin beats

Reminiscing

Sad to say I don't wanna go back to bein children

And the feeling's chillin

My memories they take up too much space

And I can't even finish off my plate

Somethin's missin

I don't get nostalgia all of the trauma be hittin

Make me feel like quittin

But I stand up still cuz I have to

My minds a vacuum

Collectin all the pain that attacks you

For the people that I love I'd be glad to

Step in front of a bullet just to be seen as a hero

They'd say I lived life in the fullest and then my worth wouldn't be zero

But then I know my family would miss me

So I keep on livin