Darklight Lyrics

In my room at night

In the dark light

Nothing feels right

Everything has died

No time for a life

No time for a wife

No time to relax, everything feels so white

Depression and liquor, yeah its a good mix

Just like my whole life everything took a spin

And no matter how much I tried I can't win

Distracting my brain so I won't end up dead

They say that I'll be okay

I don't fucking care I feel like ima break

Fill my mind with rage, feel it in my veins

Look at the animal I have became

I cannot cry, I cannot sigh

I cannot feel like I am alive

how do I explain that my life was a lie

I'm not fully there, I'm just deep inside my mind

Trouble explaining my mind and myself

Appointments so I can have a stable health

My own blood won't help with the shit that I've dealt

So much for love, back to where I had failed

I'm banging my head

I don't think I can rest

I stay inside my bed

In my mind where I vent

These not even my med's

I take when I'm depressed

I don't recognize myself so I hope I'm dead

All the dumb shit I've did, way too fucked in my crib

I don't trust anyone, I be on my lonesome

so much red on my wrists dripping down from my chest

Nightmares where I have drowned where I wish I was found

Yes I am dysfunctional, love sounds more fictional

Inside I hate people, help insert the needle

I am despicable, my mind ain't fixable

My time is minimal, I feel so miserable

In my room at night

In the dark light

Nothing feels right

Everything has died

No time for a life

No time for a wife

No time to relax, everything feels so white