idol in a sea of milk Lyrics

So I was their idol in a sea of milk

In my golden skin and hair of silk

But they watched me like I was prey

And they never learned anything but I became more alone

Rose up glued on my pedestal

I am tall enough to look into the eyes floating in the sea of milk

I could say

"Watch me

I am your god

And I am going to fucking eat you whole"

But he won't leave me alone

He won't leave me alone…

Give me back my body which I have not earned

Give me what's mine, so dutifully burnt

I am quiet

I am docile

I have nothing but this rawness in my throat

The meaningless slopping weight of my butcher-processed organs

Shifting from side to side

I count them

And I FEEL THE SEAMS UNSTITCHED