Sometimes I Don't Lyrics

Yeah, yeah

What's the way to brace a storm

Stuff the bodies in the base boards and lock the basement doors

The fall of snow just damp da noise

And all these choices god bestows

I'll take some higher lows

Cuz lower highs are closer to my death

Da depth of everyone I meet

Uniqueness is a rarer breed

Narcissistic qualities is all I see & breathe

When I can only trust myself

Made me think about it

Caught me by surprise

Drinking having good times

So, when you brought it up

Of course, I knew

And even now I still don't understand

To me it's such a non-factor in my life &

Yet you ask about it

Well let me speak some facts

Cause they won't look at you the same

When I've done all of that

And worse it's with the women that I loved

But I can't put no blame to their reactions who am I to judge and hate

When life has just begun & everybody gets a turn

Might of loved the wrongs one but I keep on fucking

Might of missed a couple but I keep it pushing

Breaking down the census of my innovation

Creativity and all it's accolations

I assume the basis of my thoughts is purely me

But in this influential world there's simply too much to ignore

Stand for something die for nothing bitch

But either way you're realer than these motherfuckers that don't take a chance

At least you take it straight, if that's what you believe

I'm not an open diagnosis for your mental piece

Sociology degree, you know they got it worse right

But this Money isn't evil

Just the root of all people

So, I'm breaking down foundations

Ain't no hesitation every step is lethal

Misdirect and overcompensate

But I can see through all the colors

Fifty shades of black and white

And still ain't peeped the ultralights

Like how the hell you lying to my fucken face

Don't wanna be the one to say they all the same

But you run away with all that rhetoric

I threw away the keys to all the locks

Yet you still got me trapped inside that box

So, I smoked a whole ounce

Beat boxing in that hot box bitch, HA

They don't understand the real me

Emotions only carry weight

I lost a couple pounds

I lost a couple friends

But gained a greater confidence

Yet I'm speaking out with death picking all these different coffins

Man, it's hard to pick and choose when every interaction got a different type of cadence

Is it hatefulness or happiness

Education or annihilation of my freedom

When that kingdom comes, I know I'll settle down

I bet it on the fact that will probably be my last breath

I don't fear my greatness only overshadowed by my doubtfulness

The Fakeness of this world and all it's worth

Is overpowered by the creed in my degree

I'm heating up like metrics

When she touched my soul, it felt so electric

Now I'm left alone to recollect and reminisce

I wonder if I'll ever fucken bleed again

The pain is only temporary

Happiness is only temporary

Depression in n out like I was asking for a double

Drowning in that liquor when I knew that girl was trouble

Damn

The greatest scarifies

Require strong mentalities

And strong mentalities

Don't give up under pressure

I can feel the heat from all directions

Anger I just redirect it's often unexpected

Miscommunication mixed with Cold endeavors

Disassociate my inner peace

Darker imagery that can't compete

A deeper sense of valid interactions

In world that only cares about attrition

They Beat you bad and laugh about it, try to keep you in the same position

Only physically cause mentally we are one with god

I laugh about it, I can never take them seriously

If that's my biggest competition