S.O.L. ft. Elevenstar Youth Lyrics

Well I've been holding in my stomach ever since 13

And now I'm 31

And don't know how to breathe

Somehow I never had a chance to be a little girl

And now I never will

Sometimes I wanna curl up and die

Every time

That I open my eyes

Oh my god

Is it by design?

This is my nightmare

How the hell did I wake up here?

After everything

And I'm stuck on loop

For my entire life

Holding the other shoe

What's the use?

What's the use?

Of singing anthems

To broken branches

Of my family tree?

Ashes to ashes

We ride in tandem

Tangled up in our bodies

And why

Every time

That we give this a try

Does it kill

To keep them alive?

This is my nightmare

How the hell did I wake up here?

After everything

And I'm stuck on loop

For my entire life

Holding the other shoe

Cut me loose!

Cut me loose!

CUT!

ME!

LOOSE!

Well I've been holding in my stomach ever since 13

And now I'm 31

And don't know how to breathe

This is my nightmare

How the hell did I wake up here?

After everything

And I'm stuck on loop

For my entire life

Holding the other shoe

What's the use?