91nth Lyrics

You promised me forever, so how can I be okay

Antagonize my actions, my feelings is what you play

My emotions, they getting twisted up

I gave you everything, including my trust and my love

Then you block, block me out, then you say it's my fault

You say you're the bigger person, you made the wound then add some salt, huh

You'll never hear this, but I guess that's okay

Cuz I know I deserve better, I don't deserve to be treated this way

I treated you right, made you smile at times

Was happy because I thought that you would always be mine

Now we don't talk, but I guess that's okay

I hope you get to heal while I write away the pain

I'm feeling way better than I did, I like to be alone

I get to think by myself, nobody can hurt me anymore

I'm done trusting people, giving my heart and soul out to them

When in the end it comes with the cost of a friend

IT'S NEVER WORTH IT

When your future with them is jeopardized

When I'm scared of what the future holds, I turn my eyes to the sky

I pray and hope that in the end we'll be alright

Cuz that way that I'm feeling got me all fucked up

LATE THOUGHTS AT NIGHT

Late thoughts that are delayed, I guess I'm feeling shocked

My actions reflecting my emotions, do I keep them in, do I not

Not allowed to be truthful, so I live a lie

But mama taught me to only tell the truth, so I guess I'll die

Lie alongside this reality that I have to accept

The one where I'm stuck in a loop with names that I have to forget

Ignore the pain, gotta put on a smile

Maybe take a little run, go a few miles without you

I've been waiting for so, so long

I've been waiting for so, so long

I've been waiting for so, so long

I've been waiting for so, so long

I've been waiting for so, so long

I've been waiting for so, so long

Gotta go on without you