mascara ft. Violetluv Lyrics

Put on makeup I'm fine yea

Am I really?

Am I really?

Washed my face now I'm blind yea

Am I really?

I can't see shit

Hold it back you'll be fine yea

Will I really?

Am I ever gonna be?

Just a matter of time yea

I can feel it

Might be deceiving only

I don't wan't to talk right now

I got stuff to fix I need to sort things out

I might do that later tho

I know she hates that so

I distract myself from all of that

Be right back girl guess the boys are back

Oh no gotta hide again

Oh no

I'm the one that's holding me back yea

Holding back tears

While I can't recognize myself in the mirror

What a fucking weirdo

Can't keep eye-contact

Guess that's why I escape

Oh no

Put on makeup I'm fine yea

Am I really?

Am I really?

Washed my face now I'm blind yea

Am I really?

I can't see shit

Hold it back you'll be fine yea

Will I really?

Am I ever gonna be?

Just a matter of time yea

I can feel it

Might be deceiving only

I don't wan't to talk right now

I got stuff to fix I need to sort things out

I might do that later

I know she hates that

Tell myself to slow it down

Take a hit don't make a sound

I know you ain't around

Yea I know you ain't around

I try on some clothes

I get sad I don't look

Gotta somehow make it through tonight

Try to hide my voice

Cause I'm insecure

About who I am

And my vocal tone

I'm constantly scared that I smoke too much

Cause my voice is deep and I hate that fact

All I wanna do is look at myself

Getting better and getting help

I don't want to talk cause we're getting real

I don't want to talk cause I can't feel

Put on makeup I'm fine yea

Am I really?

Am I really?

Hold it back you'll be fine yea

Will I really?

Am I ever gonna be?

Washed my face now I'm blind yea

Am I really?

I can't see shit

Just a matter of time yea

I can feel it

Might be deceiving only

I don't wan't to talk right now

I got stuff to fix I need to sort things out

I might do that later

I know she hates that

I don't wan't to talk right now

I got stuff to fix I need to sort things out

I might do that later

I know she hates that