seasick ft. Jolst & cherryrizla Lyrics

It feels like I'm drowning

I wake up, I'm bruised and battered

I finally stop spinning

And the ocean goes on forever and ever

What we have isn't perfect, but fuck it we're trying

I struggle with certainty, and the truth is I'm lying

My heart is a mess inside

But I know I'm fine enough

I'm seasick

Took my heart, I didn't know that I needed it

Fall apart, the very second we're leaving and then

I wasn't smart, couldn't even bear to see the ship go under

The very second we had sundered

And that's the last time I fall apart to save myself

Our story passed time, written like a book up on the shelf

And I swear I'm always fucking up, nowhere to run

Everything is uncomfortable, it's never fun

And I wonder why I'm staying up to see the sun

Maybe I should just go to bed

What we have isn't perfect, but fuck it we're trying

I struggle with certainty, and the truth is I'm lying

My heart is a mess inside

But I know I'm fine enough

I'm stuck underwater

And I just cannot find the space to breathe

It's hotter and hotter

I sweat through my collar when you're with me

Took it all in I just sat back

I don't wanna fall don't wanna backtrack

You saw my heart and you cracked that

I saw your heart and it's matte black

I saw your heart

You know it's not perfect

But fuck it we're trying

So let's get something working

What we have isn't perfect, but fuck it we're trying

I struggle with certainty, and the truth is I'm lying

My heart is a mess inside

But I know I'm fine enough

I'm seasick

(If you're not coming with me)

(Save it, you don't deserve me)

(If you're not coming with me)

(Save it, you don't deserve me)