November Lyrics

I'm feeling sad but what's new

I ate too much

I'm fat too

Darkest rings under my eyes

Before I sleep I cry

I stare at the rolls

On my body

Why so many

I feel like a doll

Plastic happy

Inside I'm empty

My mom thinks it's a bad mood

Tells me to fix my attitude

My bed's my only safe space

(I could be in bed forever)

In this world I have no place

I can't fall asleep

Though I'm tired

Pills required

No food so I am weak

I feel fragile

I fake a good smile

I could stay in bed forever

I just hope that it gets better

I just hope that it gets better